Joyful Kinako

Well.... Just a few days ago, I finished my last exam and had my graduation ceremony. So now I am done with school! Well, for now.
After August I plan on starting in a new school. This one will be a bit different from, what I've been used to. I want to work with young people (mostly teenagers), who have some kind of problem, which could be ADHD, Asperger, Depression, and things in that direction. I want to be able to help other people and get that feeling that I'm actually making a difference, instead of just sitting on my butt and do, what I'm told to do with no impact on other people.
That is just what I want to do. I'm sure there are other people, who is doing exactly what they want to do right now, or working towards it.
But still when I have my wanted in sight, there are still things I want to do, before I step into the life of an working adult, who has finished school completely.
Because when I move out of my parents house, I will get a whole new kind a freedom, which I'm not used to. I want to dye my hair in some crazy colour, maybe get a lip piercing, get more piercings in my ears, get my first pet, get over my anxiety, and all other kinds of things. I'm considering making a list of things I want to do, before I finish school for good.

Those things won't happen in just a day, a week or a year. Some of them will take more time than others. Some will just take a minute or two. But those are my goals and wishes for the next 3½ years. I'm getting excited just of the thought of being able to fulfill just one of the goals.

But let's see, if I actually get to fulfill all of them!

We all know them, and we all hate them. The dreaded exams.
I'm currently studying for my last exam, which is on Tuesday, and I will finally graduate. I'm really excited for it and can't wait. School for three years, and I'm just glad it will be over very soon.
Even though I hate my exams, they still give me the opportunity for a specific education, I want to start in the beginning of September.

So far I've had 2 written exams and 4 oral exams this year. The last exam is also an oral, which I dread.
I'm not good with oral exams, because you can't really think too long about, what you want to say, as you can in the written exam, and if it's a language exam, you can't have too many grammatical mistakes. Those are common mistakes from my side, because in an oral exam I get nervous, and I end up messing up with the grammar of what I'm saying. That happened at my last exam, which was English. English is not my native language. I feel I can write English well, but when I speak, I get nervous, starts to mumble and just can't think about grammar, which is important in the exam. I still passed, which I'm happy about.
Now there is only the last exam on Tuesday, which I hope to pass (not my favorite subject).

But when the last exam is over, I have a lot more free time, which I will mostly spend on cleaning up my room (it has gotten quite messy, since I started the exams), so my allergy to dust won't get worse. I also have to work, so I can earn some money for when I'm moving out of my parents out and into my own little apartment. That should be exciting.

Well, I can't keep writing on this short blogpost, when I have an exam in just two days.
Good luck to me!

So.... I think this is the 3rd time I've tried to make a blog. I'm kinda bad at these things. Maybe this time it will succeed?
Apparently I've decided to make the first blog post on my birthday. Today I'm turning 21 years old! It's not really that exciting, when you're studying for the exam at the same time. But in 11 days I've finished the last exam and I will officially be a graduate! Then a few days later I will be out of high school. It is a weird thought, but I'm excited.
In the end of summer I will start in a new school and move out of my parents house. I really can't wait for that to happen. Being able to live on my own and only take care of myself is exciting and completely new. My parents wants me to have roommates, but I know, I wouldn't function with roommates, so I'm going to live alone in a very small apartment. Later on I plan to get a small pet. I'm not sure what kind I want yet. I'm stuck between a guinea pig (and I know, if I decide on a guinea pig, I have to get two), a rabbit or a hamster. But I will only make the decision, when I've lived in the apartment for at least a month.
I know for sure that things will get different for me in a couple of weeks, but I'm excited and can't wait!

I hope that I am capable to live on my own and not screw things up!